‘Gotcha!’

By Steven Polley

Director, Offices of Youth Ministry and Adult Education

The words to the song are short but powerful: “With open arms I come to you, you give me strength to see it through.  When I’m down, you pick me up, you place my feet on solid rock.  Because you care, you gave your life, so I could live and never die.  To you I give my heart and soul, to you I give, I give it all.  I give it all.”

I begin with these lyrics, “Give It All,” by Danny Langdon, based on the Diocesan Youth Council Leadership weekend that took place at Camp Lakeside, Aug. 10-12. 

One of the things that seemed to keep coming up during this time together with the youth council was their response to God’s call to ministry, how they had each said “yes,” and how through this “yes” they were being called to be strong witnesses and role models in their parishes and communities.  They were each being asked to be ministers to the youth of their parish, and they were representing the Church of southwest Kansas and the diocese.  Myself and the other adult advisors, Dave Geist and Brenda Jensen, both from Dodge City, and Sonia Baker from Marienthal, continued to emphasize to them the importance of responding to God’s call in positive ways.  And as teenagers, this could be difficult, based on the message that we sometimes receive from society.  We asked them to not stop being a teenager, but to be responsible, and as I have mentioned, good role models to the people they meet

So, here I was leading the morning prayer for Sunday.  I was using this song as part of the reflection, along with a reflection on our diocesan youth council prayer.  Much of this prayer was adapted from a section of a book, “Faith Moments” by Cindy Molini and Diane Garlock, of Sheed and Ward Publishing in Kansas City: 

“Loving God, you know the secrets of our heart, come now and fill us with the spirit of sincerity as we pledge ourselves to you.  As young Catholic Christians, we have given you all, but it’s hard, Lord. 

“It’s hard to love everyone and claim no one.  It’s hard to shake a hand, to embrace someone, and not want to retain it.  It’s hard to inspire affection, only to give it to you.  It’s hard to be nothing to oneself in order to be everything to others.  It’s hard always to give without trying to receive.  It’s hard to seek out others and to be, oneself unsought.  It’s hard to be told secrets, and be unable to share them.  It’s hard to sustain the feeble, and never be able to lean on one who is strong.  It’s hard to be alone, alone before everyone, alone before the world.

“My children, you are not alone, I am with you; I am you.  For I needed another human instrument to continue my incarnation and my Redemption.  Out of all eternity, I chose you, I need you.  I need your hands to continue to bless, I need your lips to continue to speak, I need your body to continue to suffer, I need your heart to continue to love, I need you to continue to save.  Stay with me.”

At some point during the playing of the song and this reflection, I began to smile.  I was drawn to the part of the prayer that says, “As young Catholic Christians, we have given you all, but it’s hard, Lord.”  With this, I could only envision God smiling too, and saying to each of the youth council representatives, “Gotcha”.  When the prayer was over, I shared this with the youth council.  I said to each of them again that God has called them and they have responded.  God is smiling about who you are and what you are doing to help build the Kingdom here on earth.

So, as we begin another school year and year of ministry,  I invite you to help each of these young men and women.  For each of them, there will be times that their ministry will be easy, but also, there will be times when they will be saying, “It’s hard, Lord.”  So I encourage you as always, to walk this journey with them.  Help them continue to respond “yes” to God’s calling, and maybe through it all, in the times of quiet that you will find during this year, you too will hear God whisper in your ear, “Gotcha”.