Are eight children enough?      

Editor’s note: The following first appeared in the May 13 issue of the Eastern Oklahoma Catholic, newspaper of the Diocese of Tulsa. It was written by reporter Barb Hilger.

   “Are they all yours?” This is a comment we often hear when out in public with our children in tow. Our “all” people are referring to are seven in number, and this summer they will number eight: six boys and one girl and counting.

   The comments began soon after it was evident we were expecting our third child, and with each additional child the comments have increased. Most observations are easily brushed away, and I could not count the times we have heard them, but some are more memorable.

   “The same father?” “I know where you can go to stop this problem.” We’ve overheard whispers: “They don’t use birth control,” accompanied by a roll of the eyes and a look that says, “Ah, that explains it.” In this day and age, having children is seen as a burden, not for the blessing that it truly is.

   These comments have been made in many settings, though the ones that are the most hurtful are those that come from people who share the same pews with us on Sunday. Unfortunately, the burden-of-children syndrome has eroded its way into the Catholic Church.

   On the same day that I was in for an ultrasound recently with our eighth child, the governor of our state vetoed a pro-life bill that would have been just a small step for life. As taxpayers, we currently fund abortions whether we agree with the procedure or not.

   As I watched the screen and the tiny life inside, I wondered yet again how anyone can deny when life begins. I could count fingers and toes and watch and feel as our son kicked inside me.

   We chose this time to learn the gender of the baby, something we have not always done. Though we were not planning to share the information, I think it is important to understand that he has an identity -- first as a child of God and second as our son.

   Each of our children is an individual who brings great joy to our family. Our dinner table is full with laughter and a busyness that comes at the dinner hour.

   Each child is unique in his or her own way, and each adds something that is missed when that child is absent for some activity.

   I recall that when each was born the overwhelming feeling was of being blessed and the immense responsibility that lies in their future. I often ask, “OK, God, are you sure I can handle this?”

   And always I remember something told to me by one of my husband’s aunts, a nun in Broken Arrow, Okla., who has since died; the quote was originally from Mother Teresa: “I know God will not give me anything I can’t handle. I just wish that he didn’t trust me so much.”

   As a parent, I have felt the joy many times over that comes with the smiles, or the little arms that wrap around my neck and the pain that strikes when they are crying because of illness or hurt feelings. And, of course, the laughter that comes from statements that only a child can come up with.

   When one of our sons entered kindergarten, it was the second day of school when the teacher caught me on the sidewalk with the “we-need-to-talk” tone. She informed me that he had said the d-word on the playground. She had talked with him about the incident, but we needed to know. We as parents had our own talk with him, explaining that bad language was not acceptable.

   The next day, the teacher once again approached me on the sidewalk. A child had heard our son say the word again, this time in the puppet center in the classroom. When approached, he replied, “But I didn’t say it, he did,” pointing to the puppet on his hand.

   Parenting is a lesson in patience and faith, trusting that God will provide us with what we need. And with us, he always has.

   I’ve developed an answer for those people who ask, “Is this the last one?” or “Are you done yet?”

   God is good, and we will continue to be open to the gifts of life he gives. And we will continue counting our blessings.